i have a massive urge to drop out of school, delete my facebook and tumblr, throw my phone out the window and get on a train to somewhere random and just go on a massive adventure 

i really really can’t wait for this year to be over. school is just so mundane. you go through the same motions every day, every week, every year…and you rarely even learn anything. honestly, i hate going to school. i just want to stay home and be semi-productive, since i’m completely unproductive at school. i don’t know whether its my fault or school’s fault. like i haven’t done any homework this week. or if i have done homework i’ve been doing it other classes. like i can’t pay attention in class at all. i really really hate history. like ugh. stupid handouts and stupid questions and stupid movies and stupid busy-work. considering how little i do in that class, my grade is pretty good i guess. but we’ll see since i totally failed the last quiz.  i mean i could have studied for it, i had an extra day to study for it too…i guess i’ve just come to the point where i don’t care at all.  and newspaper totally should not be my lowest grade. it’s actually very concerning. basically all my grades have been dropping and finals are coming up, and finals only drop your grade more.

i think i definitely may have ammenia.  maybe it’s because i’m reading survival of the sickest, but actually if you think about it, it adds up.  like i definitely lose iron since i’ve been having it like every freaking two weeks. and then symptoms of ammenia include being fatigued and extremely irritable.

school sucks. the only class i like is bio. since we’re watching osmosis jones and 27 dresses. and maybe band, because we just talk in class since he’s doing auditions.